“The child
intuitively comprehends that although these stories are unreal, they are not
untrue.”
― Bruno
Bettelheim, The Uses of Enchantment: The
Meaning and Importance of Fairy Tales, 1976
“A vast army
of ghosts, cripples and monsters inhabited my dream landscapes, where cities
were burned and forests were mowed down by a hail of bombs.”
―Melita
Maschmann, Account Rendered: A Dossier on
my Former Self, 1964.
In 1933 when
Melita Maschmann was fifteen years old, she secretly joined the girls’ division
of the Hitler Youth in a protest against her wealthy conservative parents. Her
goal was to escape from her “childish narrow life,” and attach herself “to
something that was great and fundamental.” For almost twenty years, she
remained a committed, avowed Nazi supporter experiencing at times “overwhelming
joy” as she worked in the press and propaganda sections during the 1930s and
supervised the evictions of Polish farmers and the resettlement of ethnic
Germans on their farms during the war years. By the end of the war, she exposed herself to danger expecting to die
since she was unable to imagine “an existence robbed of the possibility an
inner life.” Even after she spent three years in prison and underwent the
compulsory de-Nazification program, she remained an unrepentant Nazi. Then over
the next twelve years she underwent a profound transformation that culminated
in her mea culpa memoir, Account Rendered,
which attempted to understand not excuse “the wrong and even the evil steps I
took.” It was likely the first time a former National Socialist publicly
acknowledged that she had served “an inhuman political system,” and admitted that she had never thought for herself. The vast
majority, like the parents in the novella and film adaptation Lore, burned any incriminating
documents. They regarded Maschmann’s memoir as a form of betrayal and never
forgave her.